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To the parents

Dear mom and dad, This is your 25 years old daughter. Just in case you forgot, it's 2009 and I am no longer five. I understand that you have spent a large part of your life working hard, raising and shaping me into the…
Welcome to 2009

This year seemed to pass in a blur. I can still remember waking up in the hotel in San Francisco with a slight headache from the drinks the night before to start 2008. This morning, I woke up earlier than intended and …
Forgotten time

Merry Christmas and just in case I forget, Happy New Year. I am back to work today. Considering half of my friends are on vacation and the boyfriend is abroad, I don't want to be at work today. But it keeps me busy and…
Back in High School

This past weekend brought me back to high school - not the school itself, but rather the nostalgia, the friends, and the forgotten angst. On Saturday I saw W. for the first time in eight years. We met through a USC p…
The voice of doubt

I was dissecting a conversation that I had a few weeks ago. It took place during a game of pool. I was asking some questions to a few younger male friends who I met not too long ago. It began with a few simple quest…
Envy --> Dream --> ??

I am envious of a lot of people. I see the things that they are able to accomplish and I can't help the feeling that arises within. "If only..." I think to myself. This often leads to daydream. What do I see? A tr…
It took an earthquake to shake some senses into me. That and some words of wisdom and the last lecture and, and... I asked B.B. a question and his answer was better than I expected. Fear rose inside me. But it feels …
Lost

I watched the man walked beneath the freeway. Over his shoulder slung a bag. I drove by, fascinated by him, starring at him. His eyes turned and they seemed to meet mine and I wanted to scream to him, "Take me with yo…
Being Irresponsible

After living in Korea for a few months, someone told me that I was copping out. In other words, he/she believed that I was running away from responsibilities in my life. Instead of searching for my place in the world …
It has been almost a year since I came to Korea. It is just another 12 days. I can't believe how quickly time flew and how slowly it moved. Sometime, I do wish that everything is finished and over with so I can fina…